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31 December 2009 @ 03:44 am

I finally realized what Twitter is for! Idiots like me who suffer from insomnia time to time with the incredible urge to spam! Urgh, this is awful >.>. Damn Hoshino, and DGM, and all that angst. I was only craving a liiittle bit from around when Allen lost his innocence (not to mention, I'd forgotten so much of what transpired. I feel so awful about it....), but now I'm in my "Feel like shit, can't sleep, too much angst" moods....Why do I torture myself like this and go on my "Lets find depressing things so I can cry/feel bad from it" spree, seriously....

In other news, school will be starting up soon (the 4th), though my government project remains untouched lol. Really should work on not procrastinating everyday, as opposed to whenever I feel like it xD. Maybe I'll tack that on as one of my assuredly many New Year's resolutions. Along with getting a part-time job soon, as in not waiting until summer, because that's just ridiculous. Gotta break my love of spending money/hate of spending money mentality (lol I'm the very essense of "contradictory") quickly before Real College with a dorm and new lifestyle happens, fo sho :< .

Toootally unrelated, but I can't stop feeling bad for dumping on my plan to see An Cafe play at the Budokan, even though I'd have to ditch school for it. Maybe it's because of Miku, I've been thinking a lot about him since he started being all emo and erratic about things :/ . Haha, it doesn't make much sense, but I feel like in not going I'm somehow offending him, therefore making him feel worse. Like, "Everyone, especially Miku, gets so much energy from fan support. Even knowing this, you're not going to watch their dream come true?" Just stupid stuff like that xD.

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♌ sudama, corrupter of peppers.: lololsu_dama on December 31st, 2009 10:17 pm (UTC)
SPAMMING, HA, THAT'S WHAT IT IS. i've kept trying to figure out the precise word for it for so long now. and that is why i could never join twitter.

lol forget making new years resolutions. just do what you feel like doing, otherwise putting trivial limitations on yourself is only going to make you...resent yourself.

as for emo, i tend to use that term for sarcasm's sake. it's fun that way.
ed_elric_lovered_elric_lover on January 1st, 2010 03:51 am (UTC)
With the little amount you can actually type per post on that site, I can't think of a better word for it :/ . There's really no need for that sort of thing at all....

Heh, never thought of it that way - as a limitation, that is.. Well, usually I don't end up following them, so maybe I'll just use them as ambiguous goals - usually I end up reaching a goal before I even think of 'em anyways xD. Lol Using emo as a joking term is really the only way I can stomach it in a sentence, otherwise it's just...too much. Seeing as how it's been used so much (like "irony", ugh >.>) that no one really knows what it means anymore xP.
♌ sudama, corrupter of peppers.: wut.su_dama on January 1st, 2010 04:03 am (UTC)
perhaps the funniest thing i have ever heard was 'cheer up emokid!' since, well, the last thing they wanna do is quit stewing in their own misery.
ed_elric_lovered_elric_lover on January 1st, 2010 04:22 am (UTC)
Ahhh yes, the macros for those are great~.

....This makes me really wish I'd kept ones I've found over LJ (-_-;)